Horny HouseWife
Written by somekindoftrouble
I didn't start having sex until I was 21, and when I did I jumped into it head first! My second time ever having sex was a 3some with two brothers...and well, needless to say my experiences only went from there. I'm a HIGHLY sexual woman, more like a nympho even (sex is almost as necessary as air to me), and to some extent...I believe this also stems from being overweight as a child/teen and some self esteem/body issues. I have since lost the weight, but the body hasn't recouped like I would like. I found some sort of pleasure in meeting men, and pleasuring them, worshipping their manhoods with great passion, sucking them for what seemed hours because of the pure look in their eyes and smiles on their face. This did give me a since of power! I had "boy toys" up until I met my husband, the guys were always NSA, no relationships....
So 9yrs later, I'm still with my husband, and I have opened the world of sexuality to him, bringing a girlfriend of mine into our bedroom, watching him penetrate another woman makes me SO HOT, just wanting him to pleasure her like he does me....this all excites me, along with other dominating things we do in the bedroom, I want, beg for him to dominate over me...but he loves me, and I've always felt something lacking..
A new job for him, will have him gone for at least 9 months, I've reached my 30's with a sex drive that has gone into overdrive...I can't get enough! morning, noon, night, I think about sex...my panties get wet thinking about a rock hard mans stick pleasuring me....so we discuss an open relationship...and we agree if it happens it happens....
So...now here I am messing around with several men, knowing my husband really hasn't with any woman...and part of me feels guilty, the other part just wants, and yearns for that attention, and the feeling of a man inside of me, dominating me, and making me do whatever they please.... I recently met up with one guy...I had set in my mind that there would be no sex with him...just a casual meet up and hang out, conversation....but the minute I saw him, we met...the chemistry was instant...HOT.. and he had already advised that it had been a while for him. He explained about his last gf, and how they had an amazing and extremely high sex life...of course this peaked my interest...and wet my panties...the more we talked the more I wanted to see what he had to offer.....we started at one bar, and went to another eventually fondling each other within the bar..until the smell of sex was drifting through the air...my pants, panties, everything was soaking with my juices....we left...going back to my house..-- the ONE place I promised not to bring guys back too -- before we made it home, he played in my woman box, feeling how hot, wet it was...right in the parking lot...... When we got back to my house, he was this dominate presence...I have never been treated in such a submissive way...he dictating everything I do with the threat of punishment if I don't follow through just as he told me, at one point I had his huge johnson in my mouth, and walking on all fours...he made sure it didn't come out of my mouth as he walked towards a chair.... it was humiliation, excitement, and a bunch of other emotions I can't even explain rolled into one.... even as he slipped into me later, dominate over me in my submissive position, it felt so right..... I don’t know if I'll hear from him again....he wasn't sure about being with a "Married" woman....but all I can think about is what is next...and that I want more, but afraid of pursuing him, because during our conversations, he mentioned how he's the assertive one...the dominate...and so me chasing would almost scare him away...if he isn't already...
I feel bad, because this isn't even the first man I've been sleeping with in my husbands absence...and I have to be cautious of disease and what not....but the lack of attention, makes me want these men even more...because they do satisfy the two basic things I need...sex...and attention, and I can't say that I"m not a little lonely....now only if I could find one man...who was wanting it as much as I do.....
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