Right Or Wrong?

Written by April

hispanic-couple-incest-sex Hey well here is a BIG secret.. I have done a lot of bad things in my life and well most of my life feels like a dreams rather than me living it...

I guess it’s good in that way...but anyways I was about 12 going on 13 when I started doing "things", and doing drugs my family knew, but didn’t care. My mom would get rid of me often so she could party...My family had come in from out of town and would go over and asked if I could spend the weekends with them and I guess that was a blessing to my mom.. I would go.

There was lot of ppl in that house, it was my aunt, uncle my cousin, his sister, his two kids, his friend and of course me lol... that day I was in the kitchen getting a ice cream cone... and my cousin and his friend were talking in the dining room and I jumped in the conversation.

It was bout some girl next door and they asked me questions like if I liked guys? Lol little did they know I wasn’t a virgin...the convo finished and we went on with the day. We watched TV and everyone was going to sleep and well I slept on the sofa bed, my cousin would sleep in his sisters bed since she was never home, and his friend would work the graveyard and his kids slept on the living room floor.

But that night..I’m going to use mc has my girl cousin and Jim has my guy cousin ok. well mc was mad at Jim for going threw her things and finding out she was dating a black guy, and got her grounded, so she would start sleeping in her room and my cousin would sleep on the sofa bed with me..It was about a queen size, so I would sleep in one corner and Jim in the other.

One night we stayed up talking about guys and dating, he was my favorite cousin in the whole family cause he understood me...We fell asleep shortly afterwards.

I had long hair back then and that day, I didn’t do it in a braid, my cousin woke me up and whispered in my ear that my hair was in his face... I was half asleep, but got turned on and turned around to kiss him and to my surprise, he kissed me back and then pulled away, and asked me if I was sure what I was doing? by that time I was awake and said yes. I got his hand and put it down my shorts and the other hand over my top..

I was blessed with my body by the 6th grade. I was a 38c; he did what I wanted him to do just playing with me; I’m a tease. I turned around to go to sleep and he grabbed my hand put it over his shorts... still to this day I can’t find anyone half the size. I pulled my pants off and we did it. I know this sound so wrong, but it felt so right at the time...

The next day they took me home... The weekend came I went to Jim and he became different towards me. He became overly protective and I had to go with him everywhere; I couldn’t even walk around the block; it got crazy, but I didn’t care I wanted him..

He had a girlfriend I would get jealous of her when they would be together. I would tell him and he knew not to bring her around me. One time she told me I was a spoiled brat cause Jim would do what I wanted, and my cousin hit her for me that night we banged so good, he left her for me because I didn’t like her.

But anyways we continued our fling for about 1 year till he told me he wanted to have a baby with me... and so I stopped going to their house and when he would go to pick me up, I would go with me friends and after awhile he gave up.

One day out the blue he went to my school and got me out because my mom said it was ok. He was mad at me, but we did it and he forgave me just like that, and told me he was going back to Cali and wanted me to runaway with him.. I know a lot of you are thinking that’d so wrong in so many ways and I’m a sick twisted girl, but I really don’t care. He was the first relative I slept with...

I asked my mom if I could go and she said no, I told her well he’s my cousin and so she looked at me and told me laughing that my aunt was adopted by my grandmas sister and that they weren’t really my family, so I guess I didn’t do anything wrong or did I?

When I was in high school he came to my house when I had all my friends there. We were getting high and he almost broke down the door... I opened it and he just grabbed me and took me to the restroom and bent me over and banged the hell out of me; it was crazy...Like when you haven’t seen someone for so long and they just show up and just seeing them your mind goes blank and your body reacts.

When we finished we went outside and he saw all my friends and they just looked at us cause they heard him getting mad at me for the house smelling and too many people were there. But little did they know it was all an act for us to have our fling.

I’m way older now and look back on what I have done and my life is based on secrets which I’ve been wanting to share with others and I didn’t know about this site till now, so be expecting more of my crazy life memories

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0 #2 Lol — Superlolcat 2012-01-04 01:24

Lol, I found you somewhat amusing and quite confident for what you did. It takes guts for someone to share their secrets to the public like that; especially something such as this.

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