The First Dom For Me

Written by Ann Strong

crying-1st-bdsm I have been a freak since I can remember. Years ago being a teenager I didnt exactly know what to call it, until I saw a web site on SVU.. which was ALT.... alternative lifestyles.. and boy did my life take off on a whim. I got on the site made a profile and I was just 18. I was a virgin at that age.. I was fat, ugly and didn’t know shit about sex, much less BDSM... or "non- vanilla" sex.

I was in college in Syracuse. It was a warm day in early May. I went to a small town out near Syracuse and met a man in his business. It was supposed to be a meet and greet. I walked in the door he shook my hand and said come behind this 3' tall counter where the register was. I was nervous and shaking.. but I did as I was told. He was 6' tall.. maybe 200 lbs... brown hair, Italian. I was attracted. He said on your knees NOW!!!. I dropped to my knees... I had worn no underwear, taken my bra off in the car, he took off my jacket... fondled my breasts... he pushed my head down to the ground so I was on all 4s when a customer came in the store. He whispered shhh not one word or I will bring them back here to see you like this. He went about servicing the customer. When he bent down to "grab a bag" he lifted my skirt up so my ass was hanging out and he stuck his finger deep in me. I made no sound but trembled. The customer left.. and he said that I was very good being silent. If I am to own you, you will do exactly what you are told to do. I do not like bratty subs. I shook my head and he said you are not to look at me until I tell you to do so. I said yes.. he said what? I said yes? He said YES SIR… and that is how I am to be addressed. I said yes Sir...

While on my knees, he told me he needed to know my level of experience. I said none.. He said well we are going to give you some. I am going to strike you with my belt. You are going to take every strike without making a sound. You can make sounds when I tell you that you can, but not until.. He took off his belt and began to strike my ass. I had read about this and there was supposed to be a warm up. There was no warm up.. He struck me HARD.. I moved he said No movement, and no sound. I tried hard but on the next strike I made a peep.. .He struck me harder and then placed a sock in my mouth and a piece of tape over it .. NO sounds.. .he had me move to hug a huge pole that went from ceiling to floor. He handcuffed my hands to that pole.. and he struck me with the belt.. then a hard rod thing that I later learned was a cane... He told me to spread my legs and started playing with my clit.. and it brought me to an orgasm.. my ass was burning.. he uncuffed me from the pole and bent me over a chair, tied my arms to another type of pipe that went horizontal across the floor. It was not the first time he had done this, and said I cant wait any longer ripped the duck tape off my mouth pulled out his johnson and said suck me. I said I have never done this before.. he slapped my face.. he said are you a virgin?.. I said yes... he backhanded me hard I fell backwards he uncuffed my hands and said not anymore..I want to see your eyes as you cry from me being inside of you... he was so hard, and he stuck himself in me while I was on the floor pinned beneath him. I had tears in my eyes,. he said open your eyes NOW !!!.. I did, he finished up and got off me and said go, I am done with you now. I will call you if I want you to come back. I walked out of there dazed .. confused.. and black and blue.. that was my first BDSM experience.. my first sexual experience..