I Am A Slave

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Member: herpet

 

Dominatrix-slaveYou would never know it by looking at me, but my whole life people have feared me. I was a very dominating person, but the last couple of years I have been very curious about being submissive. 

 I did try a couple of Mistress's then found one about a year ago that took it to a whole new level. I cooked, cleaned and did household chores. There was  of course training, humiliation, discipline; it was pretty intense. She beat me pretty good sometimes, but I loved it. Sometimes I wonder why, but I just couldn't get enough. 

I serve her in the company of her friends and family and even in public. If we went out to eat, she would order for me and I was not allowed to look at the waiter or waitress in the eye. One of the first times I served her, it was at a dinner party at her house. She made me wear a shirt and tie, I cooked pasta with homemade meat sauce.  I served her and a group of friends, strange thing but it was her idea, but a fantasy of mine also. 

We did become friends, but the rule was Mistress first, friends second. She could be mean and a bitch, but also looked out for me. She was in charge and ruled my life 24/7. Some of the training was I had to put a lock on the outside of my bedroom door and she would lock me down on a Saturday night, and unlock me mid day Sunday. Of course As I heard her in the house getting ready to free me, I would be on my knees waiting to kiss her feet. 

She had me sleep in a dog pen in the basement, it was about 6x6 in size and she had no trouble telling her friends I slept in there. She referred to me as her "BITCH", which I was. She had me kiss her feet in public many times and I always wondered what people must have thought when they seen this big biker type on his knees kissing  this tiny woman’s  feet,  and yes her ass too. 

To be honest, I really didn't care who saw. I know I was happy and proud to be her slave. We are no longer together, and sad about that, but sometime things happen for a reason. I wonder if I will continue to seek another Mistress or just be happy that I lived a fantasy for over a year. Sometimes fantasies are better left as fantasies, but this one I lived was so much better in real life. 

I do believe there are not many true Mistress's in this world. If I just get lucky there is another one out there to take complete control of me for the rest of my life. I have not looked since we called it quits, but I have a feeling I will get that itch again


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0 #4 be carefulladyinstreets 2010-10-17 15:03
go to ALT.com and be careful of the craigs list thing.. there are a lot of people that will not understand what makes you tick
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0 #3 RE: I Am A Slavetoni reyno 2010-09-28 07:47
never knew there were guys like you out there- sounds extremely interesting- tell me more....
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+1 #2 It will come backJust_My_Thoughts 2010-07-22 12:44
Thank for the story, I am a sub to my Master and enjoy every second of it. I don't got to the extreme as you have done but it is nice to know there are people like you out there. You will get the itch again and enjoy it while you can.
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+1 #1 getting attentionVinceM 2010-07-10 17:30
It seems like you want to connect with more people... try posting a link to your story on craigslist to start a discussion and maybe even find a new mistress.
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