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Hooked on Sex

Written by othell

I still remember the first hardcore mag that I looked at. I found my older brothers hiding place and I was blown away. The feelings that I had, where totally new to me, and I didn't know what to do. I was raised in a very religious family here in Utah, and I have been told all my life that sex was to be only between married couples.Again I didn't know what to do, all I knew was that if felt so good when I played with myself.

When I finally lost my cherry I was only 14 years old, and believe it or not, I lost it to my cousin. We did it everywhere and anywhere that we could. She was 17 years old and totally hot. We lived just down the street from each other and would hook up every chance we could. She taught me how to eat her sweet kitty and to take my time doing it. To this day I love the taste, the smell, and the way a ladies legs move when I hit the right spot. I can't get enough of it.

I am 41 years old now and I have really been struggling with guilt over my cousin, and my need to always jerk off or have sex. I have been trying to go back to church and repent, but I always seem to go right back to it. Am I going to hell? Is there anyone out there that understands what I am going through?

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