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My Sexual Desire At 40

Written by Nicki Bedich

It wasn't long before I was turning forty, the dreaded number for every woman, that I began to notice changes within myself. My sexual desire was increasing more and more. I sent my husband text messages to entice him to the office, when no one was around for a quickie. Or a text saying that I was naked in our bed waiting for him. But after a while it just wasn't enough I wanted more. I started to think about sex all the time. This can't be normal, but it didn't stop.

I placed ads on the Internet and met several men. Oh, I was picky about who I wanted. Tall, clean cut, attractive, professional. The responses came pouring in as one can imagine. Met the first one at his office, husband and father of two. It took a while, we were both new to this, but finally the ice was broken and our lips came together. We had sex right there in the chair in his office. I wasn't sure how I felt. I know the sex felt good. He called his wife while I went into the bathroom to clean up. We met a few more times after that. Once in his car, in the back seat like teenagers, I believe we both came so hard. I’d be amazed if his wife couldn't smell the scent of sex. Twice we met in hotels. He was fun but it was a lot like at home, the usual sexual positions. I wanted something different. I had this fantasy to be dominated.

The next man I met I really never thought it would go far but actually it lasted for a while. That was the first time I'd had a finger in my ass as he was orally pleasing me. He made sure I was pleased each time. I let him in on my secret of wanting to be dominated almost raped. One time he called from just outside the motel room, I open the door and crawled into bed and waited. The scene we played out was exciting and left the sheets very wet. We become too close and he did the smart thing and pushed away. That didn't stop me though.

Over the next several months I met a number of other men and some pleased me more than others. Some were so large, I thought I wouldn't be able to walk the next day. Some gave such awesome oral. I even bought a vibrator to help when I couldn't get the real thing. When I was with men I would like it soft and slow as well as hard and fast. Sometimes the romantic mood was nice, sometimes and more often the hot and sweaty mood was best. There have been a few of the men I have sort of fallen in love with and had my heart broken, but I guess that is to be expected when you are also giving a part of yourself that is such a personal part of yourself.

I love my husband and don't want to lose him but I can't seem to stop myself either. I love the attention and the feeling of the way other men make me feel and make me climax. Mmmmmmm.

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0 #2 wooooo — duke 2011-01-11 15:19

same feeling here, i dont have girlfriend, but i love sleeping with married women or girls in relationship.

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0 #1 wow...ditto — haggardcboy 2010-11-19 04:56

you descibed exactley hiw i feel...I ;ove my GF...but i hav a couple women friends that i get with

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