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Wanting Another Man

Written by john doe

The first time I was with a man is when I answered an ad where I used to live, kind of like a bind date. I was nervous at first and tried talking myself out of it but it was too late for that. By the time he arrived, I had managed to work up the nerve to go through with it. He showed up like he said and greeted him and immediately dropped to my knees and unzipped his pants. He was a good-looking older Mexican man about 10 years older than myself. His penis was shaved, smooth, and felt wonderful in my hands! I stoked him several times until it was fully hard and lowered my mouth onto it. I did the best considering this was the first time for me. I was really enjoying it and by the sound he made he was to. After about ten minutes of sucking and deep throating as much as I could he started to cum. He was trying to pull out but I grabbed him by the hips and held him there and I swallowed every drop of cum that I could suck out of him! After I was done, he pulled up his pants and let and I never saw him again. The thing is I really enjoyed it knowing I pleased him and now I am wanting that again! I have been married for 16 years now and find myself looking at other men again! I am now 37 and consider myself good looking and in shape. I questioned my sexuality years ago when I experimented with another man and to my surprise really enjoyed it! Since then I find myself wondering if I should pursue what I am feeling or should I just shove it back in my mind and try to ignore it. Don’t get me wrong I love females and love my wife dearly, but it is just so hard not to think about holding a man’s hard member in my hands before I wrap my lips around it until it spews warm juice down my mouth! What should I do? I am so confused as to what to do! 

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0 #3 For Real? — timoria 2011-03-27 10:32

I can dig what you're saying. I am a woman and can see how that secret must torment you. Be careful about who you hook up with, not everyone can focus on keeping things separate. Maybe talk with your wife about how what turns you on without giving your secret away, will let know if you how accepting she will be to your secret. Who knows, if your relationship is strong enough, you may be able to share this with her and she can be supportive in a way that may surprise you. good luck

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0 #2 Keep It on The DL — bj196148 2011-01-31 09:15

I too have had similiar expereince, my story dhould post in a couple days it is under review at the moment, look for title My Wife Doesn't Know I'm Bi.

I would keep it on the DL if I were you especialy if you cherish your marriage. Something like that might crush your wife.

I say chase your fantasies but keep it safe, stick with other married guys who have the same interest as you. A person or persons that need to be discrete as well and you will enjoy the best of both worlds.

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0 #1 It's Your Decision Only — Karl 2010-11-24 15:09

That's a nice little story, which brings up a question that all bi-sexuals are confronted with -- sooner or later. I find myself wondering, if by chance, I ever meet the right guy for me, what do I do if he's married? Should I advise him to keep it from his wife? Should I encourage him to tell her and thereby risk his marriage and/or family? Should I just avoid married guys altogether and spend my time with gay men only? And then what? What if we were to fall in love? I've been straight all my life and don't ever want anyone else to find out about my new-found preference for BAD WORD sucking. What to do, what to do. We can only go where our strongest desires take us. It's no one else's decision but our own.

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