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Being Different

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I was born different and all my life felt I was different. It started at birth when I developed a cyst in my right eye a few months after I was born. Since then I've been using a prosthetic eye. I was ridiculed a lot during my early school years and therefore had a very low self esteem of myself. It didn't help that my mother was a person who did not show open love. So I started seeking "love" for all the wrong reasons. I began being promiscuous at the age of 12. It wasn't hard to start since being "used" by men was no stranger to me. I was sexually abused from the age of 6 through 9 by a friend of my parents. Anyhow, at 12 I would sit at a park or go to the beach and wait for men to approach me. When a man did approach me, he would eventually touch me. I would let him touch my breast and ****. As the years progressed, so did the level of promiscuity. To this day, I am still seeking the "love". 

I wished for so long that I wasn't born different. I wish I had 2 normal eyes like everyone else. I wish my mother had shown me open love. I wish I wasn't sexually abused. Without any of that, I don't think I would have been promiscuous and therefore totally screwed up as an adult.

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0 #2 embrase it — caseyneopets 2011-05-16 08:33

love you for you and dont let anyone bring you down love yourself and who you are youll find that love everyones looking for dont be ashamed of anything live with no regrets and just breath! keep your head up itll get better!

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0 #1 Thank You for Sharing — Harryangstom 2010-10-04 05:40

I should think about the lovely person inside any girl I pursue for a sexual favor. I liked what you wrote. You are one of God's children.

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