Good Girl Gone Bad - Really Bad!
As a younger child, I was generally a good kid. I was a teachers pet, got good grades, and was a pretty and popular girl that said I "would never do drugs," and that I "was going to wait until I was married to have sex." But a slow evolution took me to the other side of that spectrum to be a full blown wild child by age 18. I met my friend (more like partner in crime) in 7th grade. We became better friends and began hanging out often by 8th grade. Kattie was a cool and cute girl who was the youngest of 4 girls. Her sisters were, a pot head, a hot stripper, and a freak. Their mom let them do whatever they wanted to do and I thought that was awesome! We started smoking cigarettes that her sister's would buy for us. We soon began smoking pot with the older crowd. We had crazy times! I got drunk with Kattie for my first time, which I'm sure I acted stupid.....
One night in 8th grade, there were Kattie and I, 2 other girls our age and her 3 older sisters all at their house. We were all smoking weed when the stripper sister got the great idea that we should go skinny dipping in the pool out back. I was in! I remember getting teased because I was the only virgin, and it showed because they were all more "trimmed up" than I was. We all got naked and an out to the pool around midnight. We were splashing, laughing, comparing breasts, you know, the usual.... We became bored and another sister suggested that we go streak through town. So we did! Imagine a train of 7 girls running through a small town, naked, jiggling and giggling as we chased each other! Quite a sight to anyone who happened to witness it that night. These were just the beginnings of Kattie and I and a future of wild sex drugs rock and roll and partying. The stories to come of Kattie and I make that last one look like reform school.
So I dated a guy from 14-21. I lost my virginity to him at age 15, remained faithful to him until I was 18. And whoa, look out! I would go out every weekend telling my boyfriend different excuses each time, and I would party my butt off. I ended up moving in with Kattie and her sisters the beginning of my first senior year of high school ( I had 2 senior years, but the point is I graduated!). For my 18th birthday, Kattie took me out to roll on ecstasy for my first of many more times to come. I loved that drug. Another time soon after, we were introduced to cocaine by a couple buddies. The 2 of us had 1 other girl friend, the 3rd wheel, and the rest were all guys. We were much more fun to be around than their girlfriends.... partying, always laughing, kissing, grabbing each other, and just a blast to be with. 2 girls up for about anything. Now I wonder why we had so many guy friends!
Kattie and I went on to experiment with acid, mushrooms, and crystal meth. We were absolutely out of control. I would sleep around with different guys at different times, and soon girls too, which was always more fun. When my high school sweetheart and I broke up at age 21, I began to become consumed with cocaine and alcohol. So much that I learned how to deal the drug on my own to support my habit. Still always some sort of wild or naked partying. I met my first real girlfriend on a weekend in Missouri, for a whole summer I would drive down to see her one long weekend a month. Erica and I were absolutely smitten. And again having naked awesome parties together. I eventually broke it off with her because of the distance between us. But there for a while I was driving my red sports car down to MO every month, doing bumps of cocaine, hits of weed and drinks off my rum and coke... all while speeding down the high way. Crazy the things I've gotten away with. I'd take down alot of cocaine with me to sell some and have enough to freely use between the 2 of us. Sometimes I even had other drugs and a bong in the car too! So foolish! Yet, I've always loved being a rebel.
Consider this a basic outline to so many stories that I will share with you readers over time. Hold onto your seats it's going to be a wild ride..........
I did have a lot of fun times and thoroughly enjoyed my careless partying days back then. I do miss the chaos at times, but would not want to go back to life as it was those days. I cherish the memories and experiences however I do not wish to relive them. P.s. I am now 120 days sober, a story with that to follow someday too, all the fun stories first, then I will eventually share my moment of clarity.
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