Severed Ties
Written by bad_seed84
I am starting to feel as you just don't get it; like every day to you is a repeat? you get up and do the same shit; and I get up and bitch! ur a lazy ass motherf*cker and you can't f*ck worth shit. ur quick on impulse and shoot before you target. i can't for the life of me stop wondering why every guy I meet in some form,shape,or way is retarded? all i know... is i'm sick of this shit...you working all day,while i sit home and clean and take care of everything else. I wish everytime you play the lottery that I could win and run away from this horrrorible place and you.All that is holding me back is fear and financial freedom. I WANT OUT SO BAD; I just don't want to go back to homelessness,the poverty,so here I am hating it...but on my knees blowing you again, to keep you coming back; see, I am so afraid of going back to nothing. because there is no where to go. and even thou I know in my soul, if I had my own...you'd be the first to go! it's a horrorible feeling; being helpless and fear takes over your soul. paranoia grips you,the fear of having no place to go? everytime you are around I feel my chest getting heavy, blood boiling over, is this feeling "desperate housewive's get, when the love is truly over; and the money is the only thing that stands in the way? then next thing you know, you're having a hit out on your hubby, HAYYYYYYYYYYY, let's get the life insurance underway! I know for sure that the love is gone, your fucking little paycheck is the only thing that keeps me holding on; until I get my shit together and rise up out of this crazy, disillusional, mess. before I snap and you cause me to do some harm to you,yes? Severed ties are the only thing holding us and the grip is getting weaker with everyone of your STUPID,MINDLESS,TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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