Story Peeps Change Lives

Never Tired of The Past

Written by kevin

Its funny how holidays make you remember so much.  I remember so many things about them especially some of my female cousins coming to visit.  The thing is i fell in love with one and to this day still love her very much.  Even though we are both married and have kids that attraction and bond of the things we have shared is there.  Its like we fit so well together.  We were always close as kids.  We taught each other lots of things.....Kissing and of course sexual things.  We had messed around alot as teens and into our early 20's and then it happened we both just did it and quit being virgins together.  It made us both alot closer.  As many years have gone by I still remember lots of very intimate details that enhance many fantasies.  But also I remember the heart aches and loss.  Pieces of my heart that have changed me forever.  But things of being young can change a person for the best.  We lost a child together, granted just 6 weeks into a pregnancy, but in my heart it was still our child.   The idea of that combined with the idea that she actually said no to me when I asked her to spend the rest of her life with me.  Shattered my heart, but at the same time made us closer.  I guess the hurt will always be there along with the good memories.  The sad thing is that this holiday I realized with my kids around that i would have been the farther of a teenager,  and that in itself was hard to handle.  The idea of what if's is difficult especially when you learn that your gonna be a dad and then its snatched from you.  But such as life is.
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