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Impure Thoughts

Written by Jaleesa

Impure thoughts. I guess that's what you could call them. I don't think I've had feelings or thoughts like this before. This person makes me feel like weird inside. But the good kinda weird not the creepy type of weird. I'm not sure if it's just a physical attraction or an emotional one as well. I feel like they're almost the perfect person for me. They make me try new things and wanna make plans for the future. I feel like sometimes the feeling is mutual but other times I feel like it's just a high school crush...but this is college so I know it shouldn't be taken so seriously. What can I say though, things happen when you meet people. I just wish I could meet more people like this person, someone to talk to, hang out with, who tells me I smell nice. I don't think I'm asking for a lot here but you can't always get what you want lol. These thoughts wouldn't be so impure if this person wasn't a girl.

How about a dream? Well I have some pretty creative dreams, let's just say I have a somewhat active imagination lol. Well the other night I had this dream about "you don't know who" I'd have to say it was sultry... It started out with us just hanging out like usual but in a hotel room, nothing fancy just an ordinary room. All of a sudden there's a moment, starts out with a kiss, nothing steamy just sweet. After that I guess my feelings take over so it grows to be more intense kissing and I end up straddling this person before returning to our actions. Now this dream doesn't get to Rated R we're staying around PG-13. We've moved from the floor to the bed, tops are now off but there's no sex just simple massages, back rubs things of that nature. My brain is going on a rollercoaster of thoughts of all ratings, I wish it would just choose one! Is it weird that I can almost feel all of these actions?

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0 #2 Hello — LonleyRomeo 2011-03-08 15:49

I have just lost the woman I am truly madly deeply in love with for impure thoughts

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0 #1 Harmless — Vonnegut 2011-02-28 12:36

Don't beat yourself up. You have unconscious desires as we all do. Too bad other's may not recognize this as just simple human nature. Sure there are things that are just nasty like child molestation and rape that have to be taken care of by the justice system but you are OK, just an experiment in your life no big deal.

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