Screwed at birth it seems

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People wonder why kids grow up all messed up in the head!

child-abuseSome people, its seems, are just screwed at birth. I happen to fall in to that category. At the age of 2 my mom (I was her 10th and only from my dad) traded me to my dad for the family car in return she wouldn't have to have anything to do with him nor myself. Which, as I grew up, he was not afraid to let me know on many occasions.

So about the time he devorces my mom(if thats what you wanna to call her)he marries another woman, who has older boys than myself. She feels the need to punish me for the smallest things, in an extreme manner. About the age of 5-6 I took a deck of regular playing cards that I found in the car, to school. Well about an hour or so after sleeping she decides that she's gonna tear into my room and throw me from the top bunk,by my hair into the closet while my dad stands in the door way watching. All because of $.25 deck of cards?

I've been told by my dads mom that I would regularly come over with welts and bruises. When asked why she didn't do something, she says "we didn't know if it was your dad doing it". WTF does THAT matter?

I woke up in the car one night to her screwing someone in the back seat. I must have said something I shouldn't have near my dad, because a day or so later she reaches into the back seat and cuts my leg with a key. Then tops that off by taking me home and makes me do certain sexual acts on her.
I had a problem with wetting the bed when I was 6-7 so her answer was to send me out to the pool in the summer time, with my friends, in a DIAPER.
Then her wonderful 13 and 16 yo boys decided over a course of I dont how long, to have there WAY with me.If you know what i mean.6-7 years old.
 About the age 7, I was some reason sleeping in my dads bed. I think it was because him and her had just broken up. All of a sudden I was awaken by 2 of her son beating the SNIT OUT of my dad. I'm not sure but my dad might have deserved it. As bad as that sounds, later in life he came at me with hedge clippers.
Ohh also got to see her stab my dad!!
Finally he gets out of that hell and finds a decent woman who had her own kids also. But because of the way my dad treated her kids, I think she felt she had to treat me the same way. So by the time I was 13 I had a job. Lied told them I was 15. I HAD to pay for my own school clothes you know. Moved out of the house the first time at 14 for about a month till they made move back.
At 16 I buy a car,which was apparently forbidden. So I got kicked out of the house.
All this bullshit by 16!

 I know a lot of people say they've been through the same or worse and you just have to get over it, but it's harder for some than others.
 I'm a FIRM believer that the way you raise your kids have a MAJOR impact on the rest of there lives, so why start them off this way?

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