Story Peeps Change Lives

A Multifaceted Conundrum: Lust or Addiction?

Written by treminsha harold

   Lately I've been wanting to my about myself sexually. I have experienced a few things in my life, like the occasional one night stand. I have also solved a few sexual "mysteries" (older man,interracial and lesbian) that could potentially label you in a bad way depending on your social and cultural background. However, many of my experiences came by way of relationships with the exception of  one (lesbian). I really enjoyed the sex I had in each relationship. I also gained lots of insight into the lives of people, which taught me plenty about life and culture in a different way. I also learned a lot about myself sexually, too. For instance, I really get turned on seeing the reaction of the person in the subtle things I do, especially in courtship.

    Wearing heels and a knee-length dress that accentuates my hips and full breasts (slightly form fitting) is something I enjoy. I also really get turned on while getting ready to go out for the evening(date). In the shower, I enjoy the smell of my soap and lotion that I wear has got to be my signature trademark, for it is what makes one's presence memorable. I use a perfume that has a vanilla or wood base,applying it to my breasts( I get hot there fast!). When I am finished dressing, I feel an energy that makes me feel like I've already had the most incredible kiss even though it may be the first date. I get another surge when engaging in a rapid fire discussion over a wide range of subjects. All these things give me the most intense orgasm, with only our minds and eyes drinking from a cup of ecstasy that seems richer than physical sex to me. When it is time to make love for the first time, I love to explore by touching and sight and taste in detail, without pretension of porn star tactics. When we come together, that really makes me happy. 

However, I do wish I could be more promiscuous, sometimes. I am so afraid of the consequences of going over the edge that I only end up having relationships. I would like to explore more things in the sexual realm like polyamory and some other things. I don't know if  I will or I can do this ...only time will tell 

Author Profile: treminsha harold

This author has published 3 articles so far. More info about the author is coming soon.

Comments  

 

+1 #1 GregWest — Greg West 2011-10-25 08:43

As I read your post-feelings, you know I feel the same way in the sense that we do gain from having these 'relationships'. I think your on the right path in the idea's of expressing yourself, regardless of what society may think!

Quote

 

Refresh comments list
RSS feed for comments to this post

Add comment

JComments