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Cutting Addiction

Written by Kristi

Cutting is misunderstood!

Not all wrist or arm scars are attempts of suicide. But society loves to judge something they have no idea about.

I have to look at my straight lined scars every day.. I don't get sad or try to hide it. I'm not ashamed that I found a stress and anger release.

Just one fast slice and it's done.. I see the red drip a little and for some reason, I'm over whatever it was that made me do it in the first place.

When I discovered that cutting did this for me, I questioned myself. After many years I'm good with it.

I have gone a bit far with it at times. I not only find it as a stress release but now a sexual turn on. My boyfriend will do it to me. He hated it at first and was scared, but seeing how much it turned me on, he now enjoys it as much as I do.

This is more of a confession story I guess then a full blown in detail story of me actually doing it.. sorry about that.

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0 #1 is it really worth it though? — kobra000 2010-07-06 10:56

Im a cutter as well,well used to be when i was younger,i guess in my case it was a phase and something i just grew out of,but ive known alot of cutters in my time and just cant help but think that there must be a better way to release the stress that inflicting harm on yourself. is it the adrenaline rush your crave? or is it the actual physical damage? and do you see the damage to yourself as being deserving or as a penance of some sort? i dont judge you in the least,this is your thing and somehow you make it work,just hope it doesn't get the better of you one day and you go too deep.

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