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My Dirty Little Secret

Written by Zine

So, a while back ago, there was this guy, Chance, who was very obsessed with me. I loved him, but not as much as he loved me. I was stuck with him for over nine months, because I didn't want to hurt him, although I was very unhappy. Finally, I broke up with him, on christmas. He knew it was coming, so it was kind of easier to do, but still. Dbag move on my part. Anyways, we fought for about 5 months straight about everything under the son, and eventually just stopped talking completely. One day, I talked to his bestfriend, Jake, and he told me he was dating his sister, Sarah. And even though I had a boyfriend, I was devastated, and I missed him. Not too long after I found that out, I dumped my boyfriend, Greg. It was out of nowhere, but I realized that I didn't really like Greg anyways, I just liked all the things we would do (dates and other things like that) Whenever I wanted to have a little fun, I'd hook up with my best friend, Charlie. He had a crush on me since the day we met, so I figured it'd be whatever. And, to be totally honest, I love Charlie, but not in a "I wanna be with you way" And I told him that. Then, about a month ago, I met this other kid, whose name coincidentally is Charlie too. (but I'll call him Charles because it's easier that way) Charles was sexy, and funny, and sweet, and ignored me. I liked it too, so after he asked me to date him, I said yes. Although Charles ignored me, I became head over heels. But then, Chance started talking to me, and I thought it was a little wierd.. but I talked back. He talked ALOT about Sarah, and I hated it. And then, about two weeks ago, he called me up, and asked if I wanted to hang out, and I was bored, so I said yes. We went about an hour away to visit my aunt and my little cousins, because while we were dating he became really close to them. Anyways, I kissed him, and then I hooked up with him. I told Charles that I talked to him, and that I kissed him, but not the rest. And although he didn't exactly enjoy it, he said we can look it over. (which believe me, was a total shock on my part, I was expecting to be dropped like a bag of dirt) Now while all this is happening, Charlie is just being ripped apart, but he just hung in there, being the best friend that he is. Anyways, not too long ago, me and Chance hooked up again, and he told me he loved me, that he dumped his girlfriend because she found a condom wrapper, and that he wanted me back. And I just now told him about Charles. Big fight, then a nice long time, then a kiss, and goodbye.

Worse thing about all this, the cheating, the lies, the hooking up, I don't feel bad, or guilty. I like it. And it's my dirty little secret :)

There's DEFINITELY more to come though ((:

(names have been changed for personally reasons)

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+2 #1 i dont get it. — kobra000 2010-06-22 03:48

why do you like hurting and lieing to people that genuinely care about you?

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