Forbidden Romance... I love him
Written by Zataria
Soo... you might have read my previous secret of the first time I ever cheated on my boyfriend... Well I guess this is the second part to my secret. My friend, whom we call Raphael, well he is pretty much my boyfriend but we can't tell my mom or dad. I guess a little background is an order here again.
Raphael is dark skinned, Honduran guy, and I think he's amazing. He always calls me to go play soccer with him and the rest of the guys. I mean he's so protective that when one guy tried to kick me really hard when I was playing as a goalie he literally beat the hell outta him. He helped me set up a fence for my horses and even though he looks scary and isn't afraid of a fight he's the sweetest guy.
Me... Well I'm Honduran mixed. My mom's pyscho and refuses to let me date a hispanic guy even though SHE is hispanic, coupled with the fact that she just doesn't like Raphael. I mean he's got a tattoo (of his GRANDMA"S name >_>) and I guess he goes out to party some times... so do I. Anyways, she insane and pyschotic, seriously, even my dad knows that. She's a control freak!
Ok, well Raphael and I after the whole make out thing started going out after I broke up with my boyfriend. Of course, I can't TELL anyone cause we can't let it get back to my parents. I mean his friends can't even know just in case they talk to the wrong person. So here we are, a couple, who acts like we're strangers when ever we're around people. Unless, we're at the club cause then we can say we were drunk ^_^
Anyways, my cousin came to visit me and we knew we had to keep it a secret so we tried not to talk. My cousin, being friends to the both of us already knew we were friends so thank god we didn't have to hide that part lol. Anyways, its REALY hard to keep from constantly hugging him, cause I love doing that. Hahaha anyways, after a long day at the barn messing with my horse the three of us go back to Raphael's house. I promptly steal his jacket and curl up in his bed as we settled down to watch a soccer game. Which kinda irritated me cause thats where we do the most cuddling but my stupid cousin was sitting in between us. lol Needless to say it was very awkward and the tension was hilarious.
As we were leaving, Raphael waited for my cousin to walk out first and we heard the front door shut and when I was following he jerked me back and kissed me. I love it when he kisses me like that. But, due to all the tension from the game, I guess we kinda forgot about keeping it short and well.... Just his kiss sends any kind of common sense flying out of my head. Ok, back to the story, we heard a cough and looked up to see my cousin standing in the doorway, his arms crossed kinda looking shocked.
Hahahaha well he heard our story and he and Raphael are good friends anyways so he is actually supportive but warned to never let my mom to find out.
This happened a few weeks ago. Today my mother found out, via my dad, that I liked Raphael... My dad apparently can't keep a secret. I'm being sent back to Honduras. I leave in 2 weeks. These last few months were the happiest... I have never felt about a guy the way I do for Raphael, and I know he can't come see me because he would prob be murdered if he ever goes back to Honduras. But this is my secret, a man that I love but can never have. One that I am about to lose forever and I don't know what to do about it
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I would really love to do that, but I'm seriously scared of my mom. She can be very spiteful and I wouldn't put it past her to have his family deported. She can't touch him cause he's got papers, but his aunt and cousin don't.
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