Life After Death – The Resurrection Experience
Written by Lazrus
Before you read this secret of mine you should know something’s about me.
- I had a major epiphany in my life that caused me to completely change the way I live and think.
- I had extraordinary spiritual experiences that only the greatest shamans of the world have experienced.
- I’m not the only one who has had this type of experience, in-fact many famous people and poets have written or hinted about this experience in their arts.
When I was a teenager I began smoking a lot of pot, I mean a lot. I probably put Snoop Dog to shame with the amount of purple haze and hydro I puffed.
I simply loved smoking weed and listening to music, having sex, and later on having deep meditations.
When I was a young kid I always dreamed about having telekinetic powers, as well as powers to make any object appear out of thin air. These dreams stayed with me for years, but eventually the un-inspired lessons that I’ve learned at school really bored me even though I was a good student.
School after awhile seemed pointless, because it didn’t explain to me how the universe really works. It’s at that point that I really began not liking school. I used to think that teachers would help me unlock the secrets of the universe to me, but apparently they had no clue themselves.
So I went to school but the knowledge they taught me although necessary to live a boring life, was painfully dull and soul sucking.
After awhile I realized that school was not going to teach me what I really wanted to know, which is what I call the true arts in life, like learning how to use the laws of attraction, successful thinking, and the art of seeing the truth. And most importantly learning how to master your mind.
Eventually I began hanging out with hoodlums because it was only with them that I actually felt alive in the things we did together. Sure we broke the law and got into countless dangerous situations, but I felt alive, I felt as if life was supposed to be unpredictable and exciting.
It’s so strange that school takes all the magic out of life and teaches you to be a mindless drone to work for a machine that you don’t believe in… I’m sure some schools are different but for the most part, I haven’t heard of too many schools that teach you how to be the ultimate you.
Anyways, let’s get to the root of this story.
In my mid twenties for the first time in my life I made the choice to try hippy drugs that can make me hallucinate. I had no intention on seeing stupid things move or just laughing my ass off. Instead I aimed for something greater, something more meaningful to me.
I have been on a spiritual path 3 years prior to the point of thinking about doing something that could bring about a spiritual experience and one day I was introduced to DXM.
DXM is an active ingredient found in cough syrup. I did my research and decided to take a safe does with a good friend of mine. Both of us decided to meditate the whole time until it kicked in and see what happens.
WOW! Within an hour or so I felt so amazing, so un human, so close to God that I felt that he is actually living through me right then and there!
I felt instantly wiser than I ever thought was possible, I felt like I was glowing and I also remember feeling like I can do anything in the world.
On top of all this, my friend expressed his amazement when he looked at me. I felt so good and so omnipresent that it was like as if I already knew what he was thinking.
Jack told me that I’m glowing, not in the sense that there’s a halo around my head, but he said that my skin seemed to shine and it was very noticeable.
Jack and I practiced some telepathic tests and out of 10 questions I was able to project words and pictures in his mind at an 80% success rate our first time.
Additionally I was able to leave me body completely; basically have an out of body experience and somehow I was able to grab him on these experiences with me. I know this sounds so strange and so unbelievable but some out there reading this will know exactly what I’m talking about.
Well I did mention that this story is about Life After Death, so let me get closer to the experience of death!
Jack and I did DXM together 5 times and each time, my skinned glowed, we had simultaneous out of body experiences which was basically my consciousness taking his consciousness on a trip, and we also practiced more telepathy.
On the last day I practiced this with Jack I felt like doing my own experiment. He was sitting in a love seat across the room from me and I just knew that I could project my thoughts into his mind and he would think those would be his thoughts.
So I focused and sent some thoughts his way that I admit were a little evil. Such as” Is he looking at me now, OMG does he know what I’m thinking, etc..” After a short while I began to see the fear on his face and I stopped myself. But the power that I had during those moments made me feel superior to a normal human and for that one day I abused it and that was the last time Jack ever wanted to do that with me again.
Obviously I don’t blame him because it was my own fault for taking something that was purely amazing, and for the most part not talked about; expect probably within other secret societies,, and using it for selfish and frightening reasons.
Well weeks went by and I couldn’t get Jack to take a DXM trip with me again. So I went back to what I used to do before DXM, and meditated for hours on ascension. Yes I said ascension. That is basically what happened to Jesus and Buddha before they became a God (Son of God).
I was so bored of normal life especially after having these breathtaking spiritual experiences ,where I proved to myself and Jack that powers beyond what we have been thought do actually exist.
So I prayed for death, I prayed to ascend at death to become a higher being. A being who can truly change this corrupt and Neanderthal world filled with violence and chaos into a world that can work as one towards common goals.
In essence the way we live now is an embarrassment to the human race. We should be so far beyond violence and minuscule uses of our mind, but our education or maybe the education of the masses just doesn’t allow for all of the world population to be enlightened.
Anyways… they say be careful for what you wish for and on my 6th experience doing DXM by myself; praying and meditating to God on ascension, while I visualized what that could be like.... the most amazing, and terrifying experience happened to me.
Death - The The Most Familiar Experience
All of the sudden something comes over me. This feeling was so overwhelming, and so extremely familiar that I knew instantly what was happening to me. You maybe thinking what, what was it?
Well to the select few that had this happen to them, they will understand this completely.
I knew instantly that I was dying right then and there. I also knew that I could do absolutely nothing about it as the life force was slowly escaping out of my body and the sensation of my physical body became less and less present. I freaked out at first because I realized that my family will find me alone in my house young and dead in my chair.
Number two felt embarrassed because they will find the empty cough syrup bottle and think that I might be a drug addict, which was far from the case.
Anyways the experience kept intensifying and the feeling of my limbs and actually being in my body kept pouring out of me. I felt as if someone pulled the drain in the bathtub and my waking life was the water.
Eventually my entire essence felt like it was twirling and speeding up in deaths spiral just like water speeds up out of the tub as it gets closer to being empty.
Click! Complete darkness and absolutely no feeling of a body at all was the drop off point. There was no Angels, no white light, and no relatives. Because this wasn’t a near death experience… This WAS DEATH!
I know most of you won’t believe this, but some of you have had this happen and you know exactly what familiar means! Death by the way is the definition of the word familiar because once you are in its clutches, you will realize how fitting that word really is.
Well because of my constant meditations for hours on ends, because of my epiphanies, and because I felt enlightened before this actually happened. I questioned what would happen. I spoke in this void of darkness that this can’t be the end, I don’t want to reincarnate and start my life as a baby again, I already woke up in life….
As soon as I ended my last sentence, my vision slowly yet very hazily came back and very slowly I began regaining the sensation in my body.
I felt extremely strange and then I looked over my picture window where a few days before I arranged some wooden block letters that spelled dream. And then again I realized that Life is only a dream. There is always some sort of continuation even though that in one dimension we could have passed and everyone took notice, but in another dimension we transferred instantaneously to continue life.
Of course this new dimension will be slightly different, but the only way you could really tell is if you were at least half awake in the previous dimension of existence to notice what’s different.
Well I hope you enjoyed that. To many of you, I’m sure that was well beyond your scope of understanding and believing. Before this happened to me, I would have never believed it. In fact I have been resurrected in a sense. And that is not something I would ever bring up in any conversation to anyone.
Death is a part of life and one day you will know exactly what I mean about it being familiar. Trust me you will know and remember this story when it happens to you guaranteed!
Also if you research certain great poets and people of our times, you will notice that they too have talked about dying well before their actual physical death.
I will write again soon.
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BAD WORD. Wake up man, and stop getting soBAD WORDing high.Nothing gets by you!
Quoting Nick:
-Nuff said.
Contribute something personal as I did, then you have the privilege of talking...
What experiences have you had? You think you are some type of ascended master yourself? Anyone can write BS, and if you can't handle my personal story, then just keep your mouth shut.
At that point of my life and because of my crazy past, I did pray to ascend because I was fed up and tired of being abused and lied to… I couldn’t stand to live a normal human life anymore… So I prayed for DEATH and ASCENSION… You obviously never hit that point.
And it doesn’t matter how many times you practice shamanism, if reaching a higher level is not for you then it will not happen. How come none of these shamans are not on TV walking on water or making water into wine? Hmm…
Some people experience great things, others abuse things in hopes of a great experience… Don’t let the jealousy cloud your judgment. What I experienced was a gift after all the
BAD WORDI’ve been through… So if your life was peachy, don’t expect to get the privilege to experience the divine!I didn’t ascend that day but ever since then I have become a totally different person. A person who is not naïve… but I’m not going to talk about naiveté because that will take too long and break to many hearts… Follow your path and the truth will shed light on all your experiences, then you will become a different person… And I love who I am today… do you love who you are? Really? ?
Quoting Nick:
MY "gifts" that I speak of are all considered having "clairscentience ". My emotions run wild any time I'm around someone. My daughter and I also can talk without speaking words. She also has many "God given gifts".
We both desire to know what the purpose of this is and how to serve God and our world in the ways He meant for us.
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