Looking At Your Smile
Written by Donald D
I love you so much. I love looking at your face and seeing your beautiful smile. Thank God I still have some pictures of you so the moment can last me a while. But honestly pictures are not enough for me. I need your energy I need your glee. I can’t wait for the day when I can give you another back rub; it was so fun for me I didn’t want to give up. It’s like I drank your image into my brain and you’re so intoxicating I can rub you all day. After getting my massage I can make you feel really good so please come over and let me get to work. No worries I’m not going to attack you just yet, I want you to be fully comfortable with me before we take that step. It doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t see your skin; it doesn’t mean that I want my eyes not to take you in. I know we had our lengthy past and as you know I was a very big ass. But all I feel for you today is just warmth and love; it’s like being in a warm unconditional glove of love. I don’t want to mess this beautiful thing up I will also not give up. So from now till the next step, if it should ever come can I please give you back rubs and tease myself for fun? I only want to kiss and please your skin so that gorgeous girl shines from within. You are so amazing to me I know you really don’t know, but I understand since I never really shown you this quality before. I almost feel like a crack head overwhelmed with your love except I’ll settle for a touch, a call, or a hug. I truly understand your point about your readiness and I hope that with time we can progress. I’ll definitely wait for you as long as I can, because no other girl did to me what you can. When you call me, I smile from ear to ear and this makes me laugh when I can see it clear. I loved that phone call from Florida, when you told me your feelings about it all. I know your apprehensious because of my past shells but as you will see with time I’ve been de-shelled. So you asked me what actresses do I like now but when I’m around you I draw a big blank line, because you energy is so strong no matter what answer I give it will seem wrong. I don’t care about those actors because they don’t captivate me the way you do, and even if I met one I don’t think she’ll do. I truly feel something special with you and it’s so amazing I know you can feel it too. You took my breath away when I saw you that first day just like those songs sung in a hundred different ways. I’ve been around the block but no one tripped me up like that. I guess you’re my number one stunna LOL you’re my genie in a bottle, you’re my everything. I want to get to know you like never before by enjoying every moment we spend together. Try not to judge me based on the past I wouldn’t even want to waste your time if I was to be an ass. I would love to grow old and grey with you, laughing at each other like we always do. I also want to treat you with such love and adoration because you deserve all of my loving attention. We’ll I’m not getting any younger here and I just need one thing from you and that’s to always be upfront with me and spit out all the truth. If I am not the one for you please don’t drag me along, I’ll need to move on and live my sad song. If that was to happen to me which I really cannot foresee I will let you know so that I don’t waste your courting spree. But obviously I am hoping and praying that we’ll be together, getting married, get old and grow our love forever.
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