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Love Pains

Written by Rachel

I am completely at your mercy. Bound by my undying love for you. At times wanting to leave but a force bigger than you and I keeps drawing me in. Our love Passionate to say the least but at times its toxic. We've broken all the rules as we go along. Creating a path full of stepping stones but more often than not stumbling blocks. Being blinded by my undying love for you I feel as though i'm completely at your mercy. I am totally and irreversibly in love. So much so that I feel as though im sleeping on a bed of roses. Beautiful at first but wilting very quickly. First smell so sweet, but after a dank musk lingers in the air. Prickly thorns that pierce my skin if I hold on too tight. Sometimes I feel as though loving you is breaking me into tiny pieces. With every little bit I give you of me a small part is now gone forever. You hold onto me like a selfish only child with a new toy. Not wanting to give it back. As I slowly fade away into the distance I feel you tugging at me, trying to bring me back to you. I can feel my resistance give way and back in your arms I am again. It all feels so right. Like Karma we repeat this cycle over and over again. Never once taking a step back to observe our mistakes from the time before. Time and time again I fall for you, and im at your mercy like a moth stuck in a spiderweb.

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