Story Peeps Change Lives

To Be Myself Again

Written by blondsatcy

It was my last week at the sub shop where I worked, and I was preparing to start a new job and have better life. I used to be addicted meth and slept around with guys just for my pleasure. After I got what I wanted I’d never speak to them again unless they were just that good.

I know it may not be a great way to live but it’s how I protected myself from being hurt by men. I got pregnant by a man who wanted nothing to do with the child, but when I was 6 months pregnant I met my current boyfriend who has been wonderful in every way. He stepped up and wanted to be my baby’s father.

After I had the baby I knew something wasn’t right. I had no sex drive at all, and anytime bf and I would have sex I couldn’t wait for it to end. Something just was off  I’ve never had this problem, and didn’t like it. I thought it might have been money problems, so I worked really hard and found an awesome job, and gave a week notice to the sub shop. They hired this Mexican guy who was very hot and wanted me. I really tried to fight the urges, but something about him just made me feel like the dirty girl I used to be.

It was Friday night we were alone working the night shift and I was doing dishes in the back, when all of the sudden I feel him behind me. Then he started kissing me and rubbing me all over. He went into the dining room and got a chair, then he threw me back on the chair and pushed his way inside me. I felt so alive for the first time in along time. I explained to him I was with someone and we couldn’t do that anymore he understood, and was also taken.

That night I went home and bf and I had some of the best sex we've had in awhile. The next morning it was just me and the hot Mexican working, and as soon as he got there, I knew it was about to happen again.

He came up to me while I was cutting veggies and put his hands down my pants. I was so wet, and I could feel how nice and hard he was. He took me in the back, bent me over the sink and stuck his hard member in me as hard as he could. I was in heaven, but once it was all over we had to say goodbye, and I thanked him for making me feel like the dirty girl I used to know.

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